Facts of Life: "Sometimes you're the bug, and
sometimes you are the windshield"
Enjoy My Site! Yes, That's Me! August 2006
William Gamboa Argedas 4/20/83 - 3/21/2002 Bailando con los angelitos "Dancing with the Angels"
Who said that footprints on the sand don't
hurt? The sea took you away from me. Even though the
moon is still in place, it is my condemn; confined at dawn, broad at dusk.
The voices of the past disguise intuition, and in a voice your voice hides.
I will continue using you like this; stealing you in my inspiration.
For as long as I keep looking at your face in the moon's face, for as long
as I keep hearing your voice between the ocean waves; between the foam.
For as long as I have to hear the wind's sorrow, which reminds me of you...
Life hides beneath a non-fulfilled promise, and I don't know what else
hides and lies upon. Meanwhile, I will keep on searching and escaping.
Perhaps from you, perhaps from me, I will keep on looking for an explanation
to this.... William, you are forever missed and forever
loved! Gone two years this weekend.
Thank you Freddy for loaning me this poem.
My Trip To New York City Just
Before Terror Stuck!
Me a Queen??? Nah, only Princess... mum's still alive!!
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Lots about Me:
Stats:
Single and Gay, 5'11, Brn/Hazel eyes, 170#, 31 waist, Medium Build,
Italian, GWM, Love the Beach, Movies, Romance, Bubble Baths for two,
tickling, massages, Dining Out, Long Sensuous nights, Love good music at
fun clubs. Tired of "Road Kill". If you are a Road Kill
please leave me alone! :) If you are NOT caring, compassionate,
and honest, or just think its all about you, then you are probably ROAD
KILL...
If
you think you've had it bad? Keep reading!!! It might
put your life into perspective:
I Relocated
back to Vero Beach from Orlando florida almost 4 years ago.
It's a long story, but basically, I broke up with someone I thought was
the bomb, the house I was renting was sold, my best friends moved
away, I got extremely sick and had to move back home. Then I got
sicker and had to go through chemotherapy to battle non-hodgkins
Lymphoma. One minute I was out all night dancing, partying, meeting
people, having a great time, the next minute I was worrying about Living
or Dying. Could it get any worse? Of course it could and it
did! During my battle with cancer, right in the middle
of chemo, my new boyfriend cheated on me, and the guilt of that, and the
complications of my illness, lead to our break up. I must say
he was there for me in many ways, but it was a stressful event fighting
lymphoma and dealing with a break up at the same time. And to TOP
that off? March 2002 my newest boyfriend Willaim, died
in Costa Rica drowning at the beach. A freak accident only one month
from our exchanging of vows. One horrible nightmare after another.
so incredible I wrote a book calledIt Only Takes One.
And
after all that, I still belive that life has more great things
to offer. I am not bitter. I am thankful that I am cancer
free, alive, and able to have a second chance at life!
Thanks
to the many prayers and positive thoughts, Im doing well, both emotionally
and physically. I do have faith in God, and the Universe,
who will direct me down the path I should travel. The ups have been
great.. and the downs have been unbelievable, but I have my faith in people,
and faith in love, and I know we all have a purpose. Our lives
are to touch others, and in fact can change the path of someone's direction.
Sometimes
in life, we don't know where we are heading, but as long as we have faith
in ourselves and faith in spirit, we will learn the lessons we are supposed
to learn, whether painful, or exciting. All are lessons to
teach us the difference between authentic love and external love.
All lessons, whether painful or not, are here to open a door to something,
which we would never see unless we passed through the shit. I know
at times you might say to yourself, "how much more can I take", just remember
that you will never get more than you can handle. After you've
seen this entire page, I invite you to share in my last 3 years of
battle. If you would like to read my journal simply click on the
link directly below. Other photo links of my family and
friends are at the bottom of the page
Hobbies and Interests:
Love frying on the Beach, tanning
salons, Disney stuff, Pleasure Island, Islands of Adventure, roller blading,
surfing the net, watching Six Feet Under, Rosie, Sopranos, Queer
as Folk , Queer eye for the straight guy, and All My Children.
Love spilling popcorn all over myself at the movies. Love cuddling
with my boyfriend (Insert Name Here). That's a joke because I am single
and enjoying life again. Love tanning on the Beach, and love
good jokes and laughter. Very analytical, and very intimidating at
times.
Current Career:
I am a Psychiatric RN. Not
working right now, doing some major traveling. Will start working
again next spring. Might go back to school for my masters.
I do some internet and computer work volunteer for my friends and family!
Love setting up web pages, and setting up newbies online! My psych
background give me the ability to listen. If you are in need, please
let me know. I would be willing to listen. It's my gift!
If you have questions about chemo or lymphoma ?? I can answer those too!
Either online or voice. Totally confidential. I feel it's important that
everyone has someone who they can talk to, and that person knows how to
Listen! Half the problems we have today is that everyone seems to talk,
be really listens.
I am Also a NOTARY, so if you need
someone to marry you! I've done a few weddings, and I'm very inexpensive!
Probably Free! :) Feel free to email me! I can travel and I
will do almost any type of Ceremony! Click Here to ask about my availability!!
Email
me!
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Feel the Love
A
simple thought!
Grab each second for what it
has to offer; Enjoy the wonderful highs when they are there, for they can
be few and far between. And remember; don't lower your walls or your
standards; The right person in your world will have the motivation to climb
over them. And if they stop trying, then maybe it's time to move
down a different road. Remember that when you find someone that you
feel is a part of your soul, Do not take the easy road. It
is the road of difficulty that will surrender it's truest rewards!
Finally, NEVER give up on Love. It's better to have love and lost
and yada yada yada. CHRIS
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QUOTES FROM THE HEART!!!!
How to love a person
"To love a person is to learn
the song that is in their heart, and to sing it to them when they have
forgotten it."
Keeping it Real
"Keeping It Real Is About Learning
To Love And Value Yourself, It's About Learning To Change Your Mind And
Your Heart. It's About Forgiving Yourself And Others, It's About Letting
Go Of Shame And Learning To Accept Your True Self..."
-unionboy52171@aol.com
The Story of Life
"The story of life is quicker
than the wink of an eye, the story of love is hello and goodbye, until
we meet again..." ~Hendrix~
Words of Wisdom
Sometimes you are sad... and no one sees your tears...
Sometimes you are happy.... and no one sees your smile...
but the times that you
fart...trust me... ...people smell that shit..
(a gift from Duty Pig Boy)
TRUST
"Despite popular belief, TRUST
is not something you earn, it is something you take away."
-JDSTUD24@aol.com
Wedding Ceremonies Performed
too! Need to Get Married? Email
me , I'm a notary!
A
simple thought!
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